I keep hoping…

…that if I do this one thing, then this big thing will happen.

But then the big thing doesn’t happen, and I am back to square one. I need to focus on the many small things, but those are harder to catch. Just slips through my fingers and when I think I’ve caught something significant, it ends up burning me and I drop it immediately. Well, I try to drop it immediately. I’m still working on the whole “don’t continue with a mistake just because you spent a long time making” concept, but I wonder now…

                                   …if right now…

….if right now…..

…..I am still continuing….simply because I don’t even realize that I have made a mistake or where the mistake even is.

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