For certain emotions..

…I don’t know the most beneficial way to cope with them. So-although small, and it doesn’t actually fill the void but I don’t think this void is meant to be filled-I decided to focus more on gratitude.

I’m glad I was able to love you in my lifetime.

It’s simple, but it puts my heart at ease. Rather than focusing on the void that was created, I can focus on all the love I gave and received. If I could change anything, my wish isn’t even to prolong your life as it was hard to watch you live each day in more and more pain. My only wish is that you could have passed away peacefully instead of while in pain I hope peace found you swiftly afterwards though. Also,

thank you for loving me.

I hope you’re smiling well, grandma.

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